Back To School

For the first time since I was the one with the backpack, the first day of school actually meant something in my house today. Supplies were double checked, backpacks were packed, lunch money was given and anxiety was abundant. Ah, the good old days.

I have a high school sophomore in the house now and so far so good. He got in just under the wire and got his classes today already coming home with the request for extra funds. At least being a public school he won't be nearly as expensive as I was in private school. Of course, watching the news he's also not as safe as I was back in private school.

All the things I've watched on cyber bullying, physical assualt, hazing, and spreading STDs suddenly seem very real. I had always been under the impression these things would be cleared up before I had a teenager out there in the world. Fate is cracking up no doubt. Now I'm all about listening and looking for all the signs...whatever those actually are. Does cornering them the moment they walk in and demanding a break down of their day work? Sigh. I'll figure it out, but most certainly all input is welcome.

I do feel guilty, unreasonably so, about working when he's up and off to school. I always had someone up in the morning with me and breakfast options laid out before me. Granted he's more the bleary-eyed, pop tart, don't talk to me kind of morning person, but still, it feels like I should be there. Of course unlike this situation I also had three adults pitching in to take care of me so one could afford to be home with me when I went off to school and when I got home. We're an adult shy...I should start taking applications!

Happy Back to school for everyone (whether your specific day was earlier or will be later than today) and may the semester treat us all well!

"Back to School / How did I end up with a teenager Ramble" Done

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